It’s always when I need you the most that you pull away from me. I want to hate you so bad and I cant. I want to forget you but youre engraved so deep in my memory that not even Alzheimer’s can clear it. I wish to have never known you but my conscience tells me that.isnt true. If only we were closer I know everything would be perfect. Youd be mine, id make you happy, youd hold me, we’d be together.